a different feel

* Some people think I'm crazy because they somehow sensed that I already want to give up nursing. That is 70% true. I got a lot of comments from them like "Have you gone mad? " and some said, "Then why did you take up that course if you're not this and that...yada.yada.yada." Well. Yeah. Call me crazy but I actually abhor it right now. Sorry for the term, but really... (takes a very deep breath) Yes, I loved it before but some made me hate it. First on the list is the government who tolerates volunteering in hospitals with no bleeding pay. If in some way that there IS a pay, some actually get below the minimum wage. And the SECOND? the people who abuse it. Screw them.

* What I really enjoy right now is TEACHING. I have this work in the afternoon and it's like I'm not working at all. My only problem is my back. Haha. That's how much I like it so believe me when I say that I really do enjoy this field. Some of the people I know actually support me on this. There was this time though, last week, that I got pissed off with one of my workmates. She really has this annoying habit of butting in to other people's business. Unless she's Google, she should stop acting as if she knows everything. I don't want to get mad at her because she has been good to me. I just don't know what has gotten into her blabbering mouth these days. Maybe she has problems of her own that's causing her to be like that so I would try to understand, for now. I am naturally nice and has this huge grip of patience. But when I get mad (which is very rare) I am horrid. So horrid.

"So please. Please don't get into my nerves. Please don't make me hate teaching."

* I will be taking my entrance exam tomorrow in this university that I want to study in. If I pass it, I would get units in education. Like I said, I will bend over backwards when I really like something. This is my first step. If you happen to read this, kindly pray for me. Arigato! You will be blessed. ^_^

By the way. I changed my layout and background. JELLY BEANS! They are colorful and reminded me of one of my students. Oh, how childish. Sayonara!