아이유 (IU)

"I'm scared that my heart would be revealed through the gaps of my fingers.

My heart is overwhelmed, it's sad.

Please wait a little bit more and wait for me.

You and I, we can't be together yet.

I want to push the clock even more but

In the future in which you are present

Please call out my name..."

♥♥♥

of birthdays and blessings

As of 1/9/2012 13:21:43 PM
http://www.paulsadowski.com/BirthData.asp


I am 23 years old.
I am 276 months old.
I am 1,200 weeks old.
I am 8,400 days old.
I am 201,600 hours old.
I am 12,096,005 minutes old.
I am 725,760,343 seconds old.

*To be completely honest, I don't like celebrating my birthday. I'm not an old grump though but there is really nothing to look forward to during my birthday except that I got older. So just like the boy who lived in #4 Privet Drive, Little Whinging, Surrey... I would say that I could relate to him. There are still some though who remember, and they make it special for me. Those are the people who I consider really close and doesn't need any reminders from Facebook just to greet me.  =^_^=

** But even if it's like that, I ALWAYS feel thankful because of the blessings that God has given me. Here's what I always do during my birthday:

- Thank God for allowing me to continue further.

- I would think of all the people that I met the previous year (starting January 9) and ask God to bless them. The reason for this is because I consider them gifts from Him even if they had been good or bad to me.

- I would thank God in advance for the new ones that He will allow to cross my path and hope that all of them would be good to me. Hahaha! This is what I am most excited about and the reason why I want to speed up the time. :)

- The last is the here and now. The ones who stayed. The people who make my small world a better a place to live in. They are the usual ones I love to be with but sometimes schedule and distance keep us apart. Praying for them is something I do everyday. :)

Game over

This will become history next week.

No more free trial classes for me because it's the end of level-up tests and that means more work and classes. Let's see if my energy could handle this. I'm expecting to have 10 (or less) new students next week. I can't understand myself. I feel so excited to meet my new students but also a bit sad since it means less time to do my homework.  which is bad because my professors are killing me with all the deadlines. It's actually fair though, so I don't feel bad about it. I just have to try harder. I can do this!

* It's my birthday next week by the way. I would consider my new students as presents. 나에게 생일 축하 해요! =)

Forever

I'll Worship at Your Throne
Whisper my own love song

With all my heart I'll sing

For You my Dad and King

I'll live for all my days

To Put a smile on Your face

And when we finally meet

It'll be for eternity

And Oh how wide You open up Your arms

When I need Your love

And how far You would come

If ever I was lost

And You said that all You feel for me

Is undying love

That You showed me through the cross

I'll worship You my God

I'll worship You my God

I love You

I love You

Forever I will sing

Forever I will be with You

Be with You

"Forever" by Hillsong

I ♥ this song

Are you happy?

I came across this pic while looking for "happy Monday" pictures for my students. This one's easy for me to answer. The answer is Y-E-S. Even if I have problems, there are still so many things to be happy about and to be thankful for. Life is to short to wake up in the morning with worries, regrets and pain. Although we can never run away from those, we can always choose not to dwell on them and just try to get over it. There's nothing wrong with being happy as long as you know that it's right. And there is nothing wrong with change as long as it'll make you a better person.

How about you? Are you happy? I hope you are, too... :-)

Stay blessed. Happy Monday! ^_^

sixty-five truths

65 Truths

1. real name: Juddith Anne R. Pizaña

2. like it: Yes. :)
3. single or taken: Single

4. zodiac sign: capricorn

5. male or female: female

6. elementary: FMCH
7. high school: CIC
8. college: WUP and PNU

9. eye color: dark brown

10. hair color: dark brown as of now, next week it will become a different shade of brown. :))

11. are you a health freak: I am.

12. height: 5'1 and a half. Haha!

13. do you have a crush on someone: yes

14. do you like yourself: yes

15. piercings: yep!

16. tattoos: nada
17. righty or lefty: it depends, i use both. :)

FIRSTS

18. first surgery: I never had.

19. first piercings: ears

20. first best friend: My mom. :)

21. first sport: Track and Field!!!

22. first pet: a Maltese :)

23. first vacation: Baguio

24. first crush: Yves something

CURRENTLY

25. eating: nothing

26. drinking: coffee

27. about to: do my report

28. listening to: At the Cross - Hillsong

29. waiting for: the clock to strike 2 P.M.
30. wearing: loose shirt

31. want to get married: of course!

32. careers in mind: teacher and nurse
 WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

33. lips or eyes - eyes

34. hugs or kisses - hugs

35. shorter or taller - taller

36. tan skinned or light skin - doesn't matter
37. romantic or spontaneous - I like both

38. dark or light hair - dark

39. muscular or normal - huh? normal...

40. hook-up or relationship - RELATIONSHIP

41. similar to you or different - not so sure about this, different?

HAVE YOU EVER

42. kissed a stranger - no and would never.

43. broken a bone - nope

44. climbed up a tree - haha! yeah.
45. broken someones heart - Yes and I'm sorry.

46. turned someone down - Yes and I'm sorry.

47. liked a friend as more than a friend – Yes and I'm sorry.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

48. yourself - most of the time :)

49. Santa Claus - when I was a kid, haha!

50. kiss on the first date - NO
51. angels - yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

52. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? - Yes, there is.

53. Do you hang out with these people? - well no...

54. Are you cool? - No, I'm hot. Haha! Kidding. Yeah i'm cool.

LASTS

55. Text message - Hanna Villarey

56. Received call - Hanna Villarey still :D

57. Call made to - Our driver, haha.

58. Comment on facebook - can't remember...

59. Missed Call - Apol Perez

60. Person you hung out with - Abbey and Mae, my sisters in Christ.

61. You hugged - Abbey :)

63. You talked to - Mau Tipon

64. You slapped - the butt of Angela Colasito, har har!

65. Said I love you to - God while praying. :)

Second Wind

I joined the camp held by our church last week.It was really refreshing. Ater fiive years without camp, here I am now feeling like I am about to burst because of joy and gratefulness. It's like being renewed after the long drought.

So many things happened during those five years. Good things and bad. The depressing things that had happened crushed me to bits and all these years I've been trying to put back all those pieces together in my own crooked way. For 3 years, I felt like I was just living in the surface. I wandered and felt like I was just going around in circles. I wandered for so long that I almost forgot how near to euphoria being with Christ is. The shallowness of my faith can't even be compared to a puddle of water.

Fast forward to present...

SECOND WIND /noun/
1. renewed energy or strength to continue an undertaking
2. the return of relatively easy breathing after initial exhaustion during continuous exertion

The sound of the waves. The breeze coming from the sea. The bonfire. Worship and devotion at the beach. The voice of your Creator saying that you should stop wandering and start wondering. So now, I'm leaving all my worries behind, to trust God more in everything and pray that tomorrow will be a better day.

 This is my second wind...

YES!

I will go to school tomorrow morning to enroll.
YES! I passed the entrance exam!

Cri! I'm so happy! Hahaha. ^_^

Thank you Lord for giving me this opportunity.
There's a great change coming this November.

Just chill.